it's midnight. i'm, of course, still awake-even though I know I have to be up early in the morning. cool. Last night and tonight have been a little rough. I'm not really sure how to think about life. Today, I had the realization that the person you know you're destined to be with will be your best friend. They will be through there through everything. I have two of those, but both already have significant others.
My control issues are at an all-time high right now. It's so hard to let God handle things in your life, because you think you know what is best for you. He has a better plan than we could ever imagine, and I have to make myself remember that, especially on nights like tonight where I wonder where the love of my life could be. Being single (now, for almost a month), it has shown me how much I needed to be alone. This shows me that God knows what's best for me.
My social life has finally picked back up again. I've missed being around people who want to be around me. Thank God for my friends.
School is killing me. I should have listened to my friends and not have taken two science classes. AHH, Baptist, why must you make everything so hard...
I miss my guy best friends. period.
This weekend will be good. I promise.
Song of the day: Wanted, Hunter Hayes.
You know you love me,
GG
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