Monday, July 9, 2012

Maybe God just kinda likes Cowboys and Angels...

Well, It's been four months since I blogged last. Surprised? Again, looking back, I see how different my life is from the last time I blogged until now. It's amazing how much someone's life can change in four months. As far as an update on my life, my main focus right now is summer school. Never knew how much the "Real World" was going to suck, but I'm definitely getting a nice taste of it right now. I have ONE month left of summer school before I am off to a 3 week vacation. CAN. NOT. WAIT. I have 4 semesters left of school. I'm starting to get giddy about graduation. Next December I will have RN, BSN behind my name! Just got to push through until December and it will all be downhill from there. Clinicals are super exciting. I've learned so much about what being a nurse is really like. It's exciting. There really is never a dull moment. I LOVE IT. Thinking back to when I started college, almost 4 years ago, I would have never thought this is where I would be. It's amazing how God takes you on a journey, placing you exactly where he wants you to be. He brings people in your life when you are at your very lowest and pulls you back up again. I thank him everyday for the things he has done and the people he has brought into my life. I ended a friendship with a good friend this week. I never knew how hard it would be to go through ending something like this, but it really has been rough on me. However, I don't feel like If I am putting in 100% to be a good friend to you, and you're giving me 10%, that I can deal with it. I don't have time to allow someone who doesn't want to give me their full friendship to take up my time. I am mentally and emotionally drained from this semester. I never thought I could learn to live on 5 hours of sleep every night. You learn something new everyday, right? I miss some days when I actually had a social life, got to sleep at least 9 hours every night, and actually had time to myself. I know I have to keep moving. This is only a season, as Ms. Anderson would say. As far as a love life, I'm just trying to take it easy. I know that if God can bring me all the way from my decision to become a pharmacist at MSU to 4 semesters away from being a NURSE, He is going to bring the perfect person into my life. Simple as that. I know that He has a perfect plan, and I'm just going to sit back and watch it unfold. My weight loss was going very nicely for a while. I have gotten so busy with school that working out got put on the back burner. It's time to drag it back out. I feel so much better when I am working out. Serious dieting starts this week. Promise. This is alot of info for me to go back and look at in about a month when I will get on here next, but I love to see where my life is and where it has been. Song for today: Cowboys and Angels, Dustin Lynch. LOVE it. You know you love me, GG