It's the climb...

I can't get you out of the sunshine, I can't get you out of rain...

Lesson Learned this week: Sometimes, you just have to cry and cry and cry. It makes everything better.

I thank God every day for second chances. We all need them, and if any one understands this, it's me. People screw up in life. It's a simple fact. And, honestly, I would hate to live in a world when everything everyone did was right. It's like we would all be walking robots. Second chances always brings me back to the lesson in the last blog- Can't appreciate good times if you've never experienced the bad times.

I try to find my purpose in life, ALOT. I haven't exactly figured it out yet; but, I'm pretty sure it has to do with helping someone out. I mean, I am going to school to be a nurse. But, I also think it might be more than that. I want to have an effect on every person I meet. (A positive one, of course.) Which leads to another thing...

Lesson Learned #2: You can't please everyone. It's a hard one to accept, but definitely TRUE. Because everyone is different, it is impossible to please everyone at once. I'm trying harder now to make decisions for myself, not because someone or some people want me to. I feel like my whole life I have made decisions for someone else; now it's time for me to grow up and make them for myself.

I'm back to the valley, making the trek up the mountain. It's been a bumpy ride this time, for sure. If you asked me, I would say I'm not excited about the climb back up the mountain... But, It's the way life works out sometimes. I do however feel like I am changing my life for the better. Everytime I get in the valley is like a fresh new start, which is quite nice.

School starts back next week. Not sure how I feel about it exactly. I'm ready to move on with school but, I have alot of work still left. Gotta start somewhere I guess.

I'm so happy tomorrow is Friday and I'm off work. :)

Right now, I have to admit: I'm listening to Justin Bieber; I love "One Less Lonely Girl". I guess this one can be the song of the day.


That's all I got for today.

You know you love me,
GG

We're only human here, after all....

So, it's a brand new day and close to a brand new year. And because it's close to a new year, I feel the need to wrap up this year by saying a few things:

1. To all the people who entered my life, I couldn't be happier that you did. Each and every one of you are amazing people and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I know some of you and I have had many ups and downs, but God is shaping our relationships because he knows what we need and desire in this world. You have all made me so happy with life; a happiness you can't even imagine. THANK YOU!

2. To all the people who exited my life: I am glad you were a part of my life. No matter what the circumstances are, you left an imprint on me and shaped my life into what it is now. I am glad God put you into my life.

3. To my best friends: You guys never cease to amaze me with how much you stand by me and support me. I don't know if I could have done some of the things I have without each and every one of you this year. From moving schools to losing a close friend to just helping me keep my head up during the hard times, you guys are AMAZING. And just know, that I hope that I have given you the same feelings inside that you have given me.

4. To my family: Thanks for putting up with me through all the things that have happened in the year. I don't know if I could have made it without you.

2010 was a spectacular year and quite a miserable year all at the same time. But I have come to realize that God puts trials in our lives to help us grow as people and mature into something great. You can't expect everything to be all hunky-dory all the time. Going through a tough time makes you appreciate when you finally do get to the top of the mountain.

I'm ready to see what 2011 brings. Ready for new challenges, friends, and maybe love.

UPDATE:
1. Last day at Macy's was Wednesday. I throughly enjoyed working there as well as the people I met. I'm currently looking again, hopefully something will come up soon.
2. School is still out, ended up with a 3.79 for the semester. AHHH!
3. So happy to have my friends back home.
4. No loves. Hoping God brings the right one soon. :)

There's some insight into my life.

Today's song: Come On, Green River Ordinance. :)

You know you love me,
GG

Hey, It's me again...

So, I know it's been a while since I posted last; I'm trying to get better. I've had my ups and downs within the last few weeks. There are some FANTASTIC things going on in my life right now, and there are some no-so-great things too. I'm definitely keeping my head up. Just to keep those of you following me informed, Here's the lists of some of the goods. :)

FANTASTICS:
1. I found a jobbbb! Finally, after a long struggle, I am finally employed. It's not exactly the job I wanted but, I am still working on finding more options.
2. I take my last two finals on Monday. HALLELUAH! (And, I think I might have a 4.0!!!)
3. My braces are coming off Tuesday. I'm so excited that i'm barely sleeping at night.
4. I'm happy being single. I never thought I would say that, but it is a good feeling.
5. Christmas is soo soon! I can't wait. FAVORITE HOLIDAY!

So, I've finally made some decisions for myself. (I'm pretty pleased with myself, haha.) First, I will not settle on dating someone I know is wrong for me. I also will not date anyone who treats me anything less than what I deserve. I've done this wayyy too long and it's time for a change. Second, I know God has a perfect plan for my life, and I have finally stopped being a control freak and given it to him. He knows what I want, and will give me exactly what I desire and need in my life. I'm learning to trust him. It's a day to day process but, so far, IT'S AMAZING! Third, I need to focus on school like I did this semester, every semester. It's such a nice feeling to be at the end of the semester and not have to stress about grades.

Still missing my friends at State, alot. It's really hard being away from my support system. I guess that's what Facebook and cell phones are for. I'm so happy they will be home soon. :)

New favorite Song: Me Again, Uncle Kracker. - he actually has a softer side, and a heart. AMAZING song. Sorta explains what I am going through. (This is where the title comes from...)

Just learning to keep my head up; As put by another: Nothing puts your problems into perspective like passing a car engulfed in flames on your morning commute. "Yeah this meeting is gonna suck, but at least I'm not on fire.

You know you love me,
GG