Thursday, December 30, 2010

It's the climb...

I can't get you out of the sunshine, I can't get you out of rain...

Lesson Learned this week: Sometimes, you just have to cry and cry and cry. It makes everything better.

I thank God every day for second chances. We all need them, and if any one understands this, it's me. People screw up in life. It's a simple fact. And, honestly, I would hate to live in a world when everything everyone did was right. It's like we would all be walking robots. Second chances always brings me back to the lesson in the last blog- Can't appreciate good times if you've never experienced the bad times.

I try to find my purpose in life, ALOT. I haven't exactly figured it out yet; but, I'm pretty sure it has to do with helping someone out. I mean, I am going to school to be a nurse. But, I also think it might be more than that. I want to have an effect on every person I meet. (A positive one, of course.) Which leads to another thing...

Lesson Learned #2: You can't please everyone. It's a hard one to accept, but definitely TRUE. Because everyone is different, it is impossible to please everyone at once. I'm trying harder now to make decisions for myself, not because someone or some people want me to. I feel like my whole life I have made decisions for someone else; now it's time for me to grow up and make them for myself.

I'm back to the valley, making the trek up the mountain. It's been a bumpy ride this time, for sure. If you asked me, I would say I'm not excited about the climb back up the mountain... But, It's the way life works out sometimes. I do however feel like I am changing my life for the better. Everytime I get in the valley is like a fresh new start, which is quite nice.

School starts back next week. Not sure how I feel about it exactly. I'm ready to move on with school but, I have alot of work still left. Gotta start somewhere I guess.

I'm so happy tomorrow is Friday and I'm off work. :)

Right now, I have to admit: I'm listening to Justin Bieber; I love "One Less Lonely Girl". I guess this one can be the song of the day.


That's all I got for today.

You know you love me,
GG

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