Hey, It's me again...

So, I know it's been a while since I posted last; I'm trying to get better. I've had my ups and downs within the last few weeks. There are some FANTASTIC things going on in my life right now, and there are some no-so-great things too. I'm definitely keeping my head up. Just to keep those of you following me informed, Here's the lists of some of the goods. :)

FANTASTICS:
1. I found a jobbbb! Finally, after a long struggle, I am finally employed. It's not exactly the job I wanted but, I am still working on finding more options.
2. I take my last two finals on Monday. HALLELUAH! (And, I think I might have a 4.0!!!)
3. My braces are coming off Tuesday. I'm so excited that i'm barely sleeping at night.
4. I'm happy being single. I never thought I would say that, but it is a good feeling.
5. Christmas is soo soon! I can't wait. FAVORITE HOLIDAY!

So, I've finally made some decisions for myself. (I'm pretty pleased with myself, haha.) First, I will not settle on dating someone I know is wrong for me. I also will not date anyone who treats me anything less than what I deserve. I've done this wayyy too long and it's time for a change. Second, I know God has a perfect plan for my life, and I have finally stopped being a control freak and given it to him. He knows what I want, and will give me exactly what I desire and need in my life. I'm learning to trust him. It's a day to day process but, so far, IT'S AMAZING! Third, I need to focus on school like I did this semester, every semester. It's such a nice feeling to be at the end of the semester and not have to stress about grades.

Still missing my friends at State, alot. It's really hard being away from my support system. I guess that's what Facebook and cell phones are for. I'm so happy they will be home soon. :)

New favorite Song: Me Again, Uncle Kracker. - he actually has a softer side, and a heart. AMAZING song. Sorta explains what I am going through. (This is where the title comes from...)

Just learning to keep my head up; As put by another: Nothing puts your problems into perspective like passing a car engulfed in flames on your morning commute. "Yeah this meeting is gonna suck, but at least I'm not on fire.

You know you love me,
GG